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Back Index Next To Borobudur East Java, Indonesia Fall 2000 |
| Borobudur |
| Sitting on the top of Borobudur, |
| surrounded by Buddha statues, |
| watching the sun set over western Java. |
| I’ve started wondering: |
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Could it be the monks are right? |
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Do we have to keep coming back till we reach perfection? |
| Is there reincarnation? |
| If they are and if there is, |
| then I’m many lives away from Heaven |
| and even though you were the closest |
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thing to perfection that I’ve known, |
| I’m sure you have a few lives left too |
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Maybe all wasn’t lost on that day |
| you went back to California. |
| Maybe we’ll meet again in another lifetime |
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and maybe this time we’ll get it right.
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| Could it be that we had been lovers |
| in a previous life? |
| I seem to remember that even though we were |
| only together for a short time, |
| it seemed and still seems |
| like I’ve known you my entire life. |
| Of past lives we’ll never know |
| and future lives lie far ahead, if ever. |
| So I’m going to stop dwelling on a dream |
| and get back to living this life. |
| Only now, I’m not going to try so hard to be good. |
| I wouldn’t want to reach perfection |
| and miss out on a future life with you. |
| Please be bad too, at least a little. |